this is booked. going there to scatter his ashes at the river test, where he worked as a river keeper.
exhausted. horrible horrible evening for my mother. needing to learn how to not be angry at her anger when her illness drives it forward, when the sheer strength and all encompassing nature of it keeps her from sleep, keeps her pinned to what she sees and believes. I need to learn more and I need to learn it fast.
wrote to someone over the weekend about wondering if, by June, Tom and I can mourn and (finally begin to) celebrate his father’s life.
just now, putting one foot in front of the other, one task and then the next one. and the one after that. and so on and so on.
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ronbailey said:
One of my favorite bits of water in the whole world.
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