there might be cake
phone call at 8:27

is Joan there?

no, Joan’s dead

is there a time I can call back that might be more convenient?

no, she’s dead. it will never be convenient.

oh, I’m sorry.
maybe you can help me.
are you the lady of the house?

williams street, saturday 

williams street, saturday 

true

I heard the red bird yesterday morning before I saw him. her.  I don’t know.  I heard the same song this morning, near that tree, but couldn’t see a bird.

as we all climb out from under our rocks, rubbing our eyes like munchkins after the house falls on the witch, wondering is it spring now? now?  how about now? and trusting only slightly.  not sure. now

there’s a stretch of walk between cooke and hope streets, the last place I heard himself on the phone, the last time we spoke, the last time I heard his voice, the last time except for a message he’d left some weeks before that I’d saved, because it was gentle. there’s that stretch that when spring threatens and promises, things grow along a wall, along walls edging big big houses. and between cooke and hope streets I cry. every morning.  because he and she aren’t seeing spring come back.

conflict.  trying to wrap my head around letting go.  not saying.

kindness

en route to after o’clock.
sun
still
out

earth week. students giving plants to faculty and staff for our offices.
say a prayer. I will try to keep it happy. the two other ones (one from when my dad passed, one from a birthday) are resilient. pray that this one will be as well. please. thank you.

earth week. students giving plants to faculty and staff for our offices.

say a prayer. I will try to keep it happy. the two other ones (one from when my dad passed, one from a birthday) are resilient. pray that this one will be as well. please. thank you.

bisexual-community:

Friends of a blind bisexual asylum seeker from Cameroon are accusing UK deportation officers of beating him up.

Alain Kouayep Tchatchue fled after the people in his town discovered he was having sex with another man. Fearing being beaten or killed, the French speaker came to the UK in order to live and love freely.

The Home Office rejected his claim of asylum and issued a deportation order last week. Last Saturday (5 April), it was claimed immigration staff took him to Heathrow airport around 4am. It is claimed Tchatchue protested, saying he had a legal right to be there, and two male members of staff allegedly punched his wrists and upper torso in an attempt to make him submit. The blind man was then bundled into the van and taken to the airport, his friends claim.

They say he shouted ‘I’m gay, I’m gay! I don’t want to go back to Cameroon!’ as he was being attacked. A female member of staff, who was supposed to be looking after his welfare, then allegedly proclaimed Tchatchue was too ill to travel and the asylum seeker was returned to Harmondsworth Immigration Removal Centre close to the airport. On his return, the manager was so appalled by the injuries the police were called.

Reverend Andy Braunston, a friend of Tchatchue, has written to the director of public prosecutions Alison Saunders to ask the immigration staff to be prosecuted. ‘Alain is a blind man who uses a white stick to get around and who has fled here because of fear of the violence of the state in Cameroon,’ he said. ‘It is shameful that agents of our government have beaten this vulnerable man in an attempt to send him back to persecution. ‘We should be ashamed.’

The UK Border Agency decided in 2010 to allow gay men, lesbians and bisexuals if they were not allowed to live openly in their country of origin. Before 2010, those seeking asylum were often refused permission on the grounds they could behave with ‘discretion’ when returned.

However, some activists believe the attitude remains when it comes to bisexual refugees as it is apparently easier for them to be ‘discreet’.

When contacted by GSN, Harmondsworth Immigration Removal Centre refused to comment.

a-little-bi-furious:

There is a disturbing lack of attention being paid to this story.

mugshot

bonus arrival of spring, also p

listening
intentional

intentional

accidental

accidental

sunday

quiet 

tom’s mother on the phone, tom at large. streaming ithaca radio

gym

any minute now

upstairs away.

sunday

quiet

tom’s mother on the phone, tom at large. streaming ithaca radio

gym

any minute now

upstairs away.

http://eventful.com/ithaca/events/wvbrs-bound-glory-paul-geremia-/E0-001-069013958-0

listen on line: http://wvbr.com/listen

or Ithaca